hey here are some poems i wrote

  Farther from my side

I feel like I've lost you
Among all the silver stars
You're not so close any more
Like a shooting star
You're falling farther away
Further away from my side

There's nothing I can do
To keep you in my grasp
To make you want to stay
Just like a bird
You fly farther and farther away
Away from my side

I've done everything in my power
To try to keep you by my side
Like a log in the water
You're drifting away
Drifting farther from my side

Moment by moment
Farther from my reach
I plead and cry for you to stay
But you don't seem to hear me
So farther and farther you crawl

My only wish is
For you to return back to me
To share all the good times
That we have shared
And now that I see you
So distant from my side
I let go of those memories
And hope that you will return back to me

          Courage

Courage is when you

First acquire to skill

And have to perform it.

You get up in front

Of all those people,

Hundreds of eyes

Watching your every move.

You get nervous

Your hands sweat,

For fear of

Making a mistake.

For if you make that mistake

You feel like you

Failed the crowd

It takes courage to

Go and perform

That skill despite

That fact

     My friend

My friend is

Like a fur coat

On a winters day

She is as

Bright as the sun

On a cloudless day

She is as

Loyal as a puppy

Following your every move

She is as

Amazing as the stars

On a clear night

She is as

Mysterious as fog

When you can’t see what’s ahead

She is as

Funny as a clown

When you’re feeling sad

thats about all i am gonna write today enjoy

She is as

Helpful as an adult

When you need advise

She is my friend

And I love her.

okay so yea i totally hate my fuckin life right now cause it sucks some major monkey ass. okay so my mom told meh not to leave the mill and like of course i did cause it was sooo lame and i wanted to have fun like n e mormal person would. so we, me tabby traci steph and tiffany, all went to this park and had fun there and then helped some people make a float, and that was way fun. and then like went back round the mill and hung out in the open field thing and had fun there. and then so i was gonna spend the night over at tabby's and have fun but like alwasy my dums ass mother sayd no. and ye ashe was just being lame. and so i guess kyles mom went to the mill and saw none of us there and told my mom that i wasnt there and got me in trouble and now i hate her like 10 times more than b4. so my mom found out got mad and i lied to not get in trouble and now i cant go to the mill till juli and i am sooo pissed about that cause the mill is like my life and i wont be able to hang out with my friends now. but yea i was pissed when i get home and like i wrote a poem and you know how they r supposed to express the way you feel at tha moment.... well here it is......................

Whats the point of living

when you're only going to die?

whats the point of truthfullness

if there will always be a lie?

Whats the point of hidina

all the pain i have inside?

If i cut myself will i bleed?

cause i have nothing left inside

If i life on with this pain

i dont know how much longer i can last

all my problems buliding up

all the pain thats in my past

only leads me to rebel

and draw further from your side

i cry for help but no one hears me

no one knows what i feel inside

and no one really tries to see

all the anguish that i feel

and all the pain inside of me

and if i leave will you realize

that i am never coming back

back to that shattered life i lived

i am not too far gone

and i am not going to turn back.